Long Gone

No, I will not savor your every word

Nor will I cherish every moment we share

I will not hang on the edge of your presence

Or wither away in your embrace

I refuse to look you in the eyes

Or dry the tears that fall from them

Because the last I remember, was it not I who brought them about?

Was it not I who caused you "excruciating pain"

I have finally approached my nerve's end

I give the credit for my quick arrival to you

But nothing more will you recieve

You deserve a life of emptiness and dissapointment

You are not capable of holding my head

Above these drowning waters

You are unable to shield my heart

From betrayl's infuriating motives

I am tearing down our once beautiful threshold

One wooden plank at a time

Setting fire to it all

Watching the reflection of its glowing flames

In my unrested eyes

Then selling the ruins for face value

Let the wind blow the last remnances of ash away

Look on as I make a mess of my life

And blame your selfish ways

I will take this truck

With all of our past times and loving words exchanged

And drive off into the blue horizon

So you can forget my name